breakersboard

Thursday, August 6, 2026

do i know you?

hi everypony,

i've been dealing with something that has annoyed me for some time now, but now another thing pushed it over the edge, and since i have no one to talk to about it in real life, i'm coming on here!

basically, my best friend (and basically the only person i hang out with and talk to outside of school), has recently started dating this guy. ignoring the part where a year ago i had a huge crush on him and specifically stopped liking him because he was mean to HER, they're together now and i don't have a big problem with that part.

my problem is that it's literally changing her and i's relationship?!

my current feelings

hi everybody!

first of all, i'm gonna fess up...i've been totally neglecting this blog for a bit now, and we'll get into the reason why soon enough.

truthfully, i am someone who is uncomfortable with the idea of feeling feelings. as someone who has mdd and having been depressed for so much of my life, it honestly scares me when i start to feel things that aren't positive.

my experience with depop

the title may be misleading, because i truly have no experience with depop.

however, i've realized how easy it actually is to sell on it. i've always been in the loop on depop and have bought a few things myself, as i really enjoy thrifting! i am someone who is definitely not a huge consumer of clothes. i have issues with spending money, in the sense that i hate doing it, therefore i don't usually buy myself as much as i'd like/want (but this is a whole other post i should probably make).

with depop, i've had really smooth sailing so far. i got it yesterday and just decided to list some clothes that i either don't wear, got as gifts and never returned, or that i feel would be better in the hands of other people. much to my surprise, i've sold 7 items in the span of 16 hours!

judgement culture and it's effects

hi guys!

something that has really been on my mind for a while now, but especially since starting my blog, is how prominent judgement culture has truly become, and how problematic it has become.

this issue has risen in my mind now especially, because i've begun to realize how crucial it is for young people to have spaces to express themselves. personally, i live in an extremely small town with kids who honestly aren't accepting of many things. a "dare to be different" vibe, where if you're deemed as weird, it's basically social downfall.

now of course, we can all say being popular means nothing (and i agree), or that "social status" is stupid, but at the end of the day, we all want to be liked for who we are. in places where you have to give up your individuality in order to feel "normal", you're forced to sacrifice huge parts of yourself.

when i mess up my computer and feel like im 80

hi people who are probably much better at technology than i am!

today i discovered that while i wanted to follow a bunch of fellow bloggers and link my follow to my own account and blog, i couldn't do so because my personal google account was what i was using to create my blog. now me personally, i don't exactly want my full name on blast on the internet, and i couldn't exactly change my profile picture or display name because i do have to send semi-professional emails in hopes of getting hired as a desperate teenager.

so i of course think to google how to resolve the issue and come to the conclusion that i need to create a new google account that i want to specifically use for blogging.

so boom, i do that, all is well. then i go to open chrome and its like "make a chrome profile with this google account?' and i'm like okay sure whatever so i do it and i don't see that anything has changed. but i think to myself and i'm like, "well i don't want to do all my browsing on this account, so i'll just sign out until i need it."

impossible.

welcome to breakersboard!

hi everyone, welcome to my blog! this is my first post and my introduction. i'll be sharing a bit about myself, what you can expect from me, and some future plans!

firstly, my name is breakers! i am currently a student in high school. i love love love reading, writing, and history, and i'm hoping this blog keep me accountable with my hobbies. in my personal life, i'm a very private person and i don't enjoy sharing my interests with the people close to me as i fear judgement. this has caused me to shy away from things that i love, because i have no way to express my feelings towards them. i believe that this anonymous blog will allow me to share my interests with others who may enjoy them, while still being fully truthful to myself!

on this blog i'm planning to post some of my creative writing pieces, dive into film and literature (and other media which i consume), post moodboards, connect with others, and really just create a space where i can express myself fully, and hopefully one where a community can grow and connect.

i'd love it if you guys left suggestions or comments (maybe a follow), and feel free to reach out to me, as I would love to make friends with people who have similar hobbies!